In stillness, travelled I beyond my mind;
Lured by His honey words and sinful bribes.
Within the walls of Hell I captured Him;
And I turned Him toward my lustful vibes.
Outside my instinct, I believed his lies
Burned by His lies that turned me inside out.
Surrounded by beasts of masculinity;
I faced my own private nightmare of doubt.
In unfaithfulness, I trusted my dead heart;
Deceived by His beauty and aching words.
Haunted by childhood fears, I denied the truth;
And allowed Him to thrust me with His sword.
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